I declare war! A call for help.

[Sabal]

Please bear with me. I've recently suffered a brain injury and am having some difficulty with my thoughts. Its hard, so please excuse me if this isn't totally coherent.

Last saturday I suffered a concussion. I had very unusual thought processes the rest of the day, by the following day simple math was difficult and I have these episodes where while speaking I will use a word, then my brain gets stuck obsessing over the use, whether I pronunciated correctly or used the correct tense. Its like a skip on a cd.

So monday I went to a dr. I don't have a regular dr so had to find one who could see me immediately or go to the er and take the huge bill along with it. I settled on one and went in. I am always honest regarding medicine so put down my daily consumption of cannabis, the only medicine I use. I was aked to pay up front before even going in, which seemed odd. I paid with a $100 bill. She held it up to examine it as the dr looked over her shoulder and said "i trust your judgement". They accepted it and have me a receipt then led me back.

I sat with the dr explaining how I hit my head and the symptoms I had been suffering. He proceeded to tell me these are all side effects of cannabis use. I was floored. 48 hours prior I was knocked invidious for a minute and was partially paralyzed for three hours, with ther right side of my body unresponsive. Yet here is a medical dr telling me the effects are from cannabis. Not one to bite my tongue, I asked what the hell he was taking about. He went on to diss cannabis telling me how he didn't care of I used it but it haas zero benefits. I asked how he could state that on good conscience. He told me with great ego "that's why you pay me, to read everything not just somethings". I insisted he takes my injury more seriously and an mri was ordered. I left and went right for it.

A few hours later I got a call from my brother, hysterical. Dr called my emergency contact number and told him I left something and they urgently needed to contact me. As my parents were with my brother, and they all knew of my injury, they assumed dr had bad news. My mom went into hysterics as we just lost her dad and her nerves are still raw. They contacted me and I immediately called the dr. the secretary proceeded to tell me I had used a fake $100 and I could come get out our they were threatening to call the bank. (ooooooh lol) Well, being trained in counterfeit detection and handling money all my life, I was a bit taken aback. I explained it was their issue. I knew it came to me from a bank so was confident in it's authenticity. I also explained how I felt insulted at their accusations. I was assured they would take it to the bank and call me with it's status. Now friday I've heard nothing regarding it or my mri results.

Today I called. I was told it checked out ok at which point o made it clear how inappropriate their call to my emergency contact was and how insulted I was. The receptionist offered no apologies and told me the dr would call me today. He did, but just berated me with insults and hung up on me saying "who do you think you are talking to you little shit". Now I have no results explained to me and I'm out over a hundred bucks. I don't trust this dr at alm now so an having the mri forwarded to yet another dr who will charge me another hundred to read them. Yey!

Good news, my brain function is mostly back to pre injuryand I'm not having the frequency of side effects.

So what's this "i declare war" crap, you ask? I need help scratch scientific studies on cannabis' medicinal benefits and I want to mail this asshole stuff every day until I'm out of material. Will it matter, or even be read? Probably not but whatever. It will make me feel better.

If anyone can point me to some good studies, I would appreciate it as I'm exhausted and searching through fogle hurts my head right now.

Thanks a ton. S